"I shall strangle you!" (lovingly)

PROFILE

There was something almost offensively charming about 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄.Maybe it was the way she laughed too loudly in expensive restaurants. Or how she always smelled faintly of vanilla and peonies, like a perfume advertisement with unresolved emotional issues. Maybe it was the baby pink nails, the glossy lips, the dramatic gold jewelry she wore even to grocery stores at midnight, sometimes. Or maybe it was simply the fact that 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 had mastered the art of becoming unforgettable long before she understood what love actually was.

BACKGROUND STORY

𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 grew up in a household where appearances mattered more than honesty. Her mother was beautiful in a frightening, socially strategic kind of way — the sort of woman who could destroy someone politely over brunch. Her father was charming enough to make betrayal look elegant. Together, they built the perfect marriage for photographs and the worst one imaginable for a child to learn from.Affairs came and went through the house like seasonal weather. Quiet. Expected. Almost boring. Nobody screamed. Nobody left. Nobody fixed anything either.By the time 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 was old enough to understand what cheating meant, she had already learned something much more dangerous: LOVE was never the problem. BOREDOM was.And unfortunately for everyone involved, 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 inherited that too.She noticed it early on. The way she became restless too quickly. The way excitement faded the moment something became predictable. Crushes thrilled her until they didn’t. Boys adored her constantly — and 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 adored being adored — but permanence felt unnatural on her skin, like trying to wear someone else’s life.So she never stayed long enough for anything to become serious.
Not because she was heartbroken.
Not because she was afraid of men.
But because deep down, 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 was terrified that one day she would become exactly like her parents: emotionally hungry people searching for novelty inside other human beings.The terrifying part?
She wasn’t entirely sure she was different from them. Still, none of this stopped 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 from becoming the center of nearly every room she entered.AT EIGHTEEN, she moved to Jakarta and immediately fell in love with the city’s beautiful chaos. Jakarta suited her perfectly. Fast. Loud. Vain. Overstimulated. A city full of people pretending not to be lonely while sitting in rooftop bars under expensive lighting. She fit in effortlessly.BY TWENTY-FIVE, she was working as a Project Manager for a luxury beauty company in South Jakarta, overseeing celebrity launches, campaign events, and influencer collaborations with terrifying competence. Within the office, 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 had a reputation for being both delightful and exhausting.She arrived overdressed. Answered emails at 2 a.m. Started arguments for entertainment. Fixed impossible deadlines. Flirted with co-workers. Bullied grown men professionally. And somehow still looked beautiful doing all of it.Nobody understood how she functioned.Not even 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄.

GREETING, WRITERS! ♡

Henlo! I go by the name 𝑑𝑒𝐿𝑢𝐿𝑢, salam kenal para penulis-penulis hebat!Katanya nggak kenal maka tak sayang. Pinned kosongan, malu ih dilihat teman. Karena dari itu, cepat-cepat aku lengkapi carrd ini supaya Kakak 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 bisa segera disayang kenalan sama karakter-karakter kalian. ♡ⓘ Karakter 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 nggak serius-serius amat. Hidupnya haha hihi gosip gibah 24/7. Ngomongnya suka-suka. Kadang nggak dipikir dulu. She can be such a tease, flirt, or even annoying. Simply, a self-centered bitch, if I may say.ⓘ Diksi yang digunakan juga ala kadarnya aja. Mohon dimaklumi. EN/ID semuanya oke. (Kalau english nya nanti belepotan, tolong iyain aja.)ⓘ Only write with me if you have TONSSSS of patience. Soalnya, aku punya keterbatasan waktu dan energi dalam menulis. So, don't rush! Tapi aku nggak keberatan sama sekali kalau diingatkan soal plot yang terlewat melalui DM-ku.ⓘ Jangan METAGAMING & GODMODDING ya kalau nggak mau kusambut jitak dari sini (re: kasur empukku). Janji deh, aku gak bakal lakuin hal yang sama untuk karaktermu.ⓘ Sometimes, I find it hard to keeping up with the chats, I deeply apologize beforehand for any unreplied interactions we're about to stumbled into. No hard feelings ya. ♡ⓘ Jika ada perkataan dan perbuatan 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄 atau akun @foolinangel selaku aku sebagai penulis, bikin kalian nggak nyaman atau menyinggung kalian bisa langsung dobrak, gedor, rusuhin DM buat caci maki kok. Manusia tempatnya salah. Begitu pun aku yang kadang lalai dan keceplosan.ⓘ Sekali lagi aku tegaskan, kalau DM-ku selalu terbuka lebar. Baik untuk berdiskusi, beradu pendapat, ajakan relasi, menulis, and just.. casually chit chats! Come, come!Sekian satu dua kata yang akhirnya jadi kepanjangan olehku. I hope you find a piece of joy & sparks through 𝐀𝐍𝐉𝐀-𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐋𝐄's interactions! Enjoy!

( HER RELATIONS SOON TO BE REVEALED.)

HER LOVED ONE